Tired of Being Inspired

I'm tired of being inspired.
I'm tired of inspiration,
For all my muses are negative;
It's always a battle, a fight, a war,
A fall, a loss, a defeat.

I am never inspired by success.
I never write about victory.
Pen and paper never make love over love,
Just angry sex through frustration.
An unhealthy relationship.

Which is a shame since
I'm very good at raw fucking.
But at the end of the year,
If I never had to write a poem again,
I'd be fine with that.