Cold

So cold...
My skin... freezing...
Cold sweat... dripping ice...
Yearning for heat... your heat...
Below zero... all over...
Except... my heart...
It feels for you...
Despite the blizzard...
The arctic ways...
Of the world around me...
Won't keep me from the desire...
Of love...

So cold...
Brain freeze is imminent...
Can't even think straight...
Can't even... think...
Memory is failing...
Basic functions... difficult...
And that's why my heart...
Takes over...

So cold...
I can't even think... warm thoughts...
Forgot... what warmth is...
I know no tropics...
Sunrays... so far away...
Not rain... snow and ice...
Not gentle... violent winds...
Winter strikes me...
Over... and over... again...
My body... shut down...
My eyes... frozen open...
Yet I only see... with my heart...

So cold...
My idiot heart... wanders...
In a quest... for survival...
It reaches out for you...
Hoping you take my hand...
Lead me... to eternal paradise...
Not the illusion... the actual...
Love...

Confirmed: October Sucks

So it's October.

It's cold. I should know. I was out in Philly yesterday, freezing my ass off.

But good times tho. :-D

Since it's October and it's getting cold, a number of things should happen...

1. I should be able to get back to writing in this blog a bit more often. And I have tons of material. If I put enough energy into, October may have the most posts yet.
2. I'm going to have to clean my room. It's getting cold, I'm a need that heater to get going, and thus I'm a have to make sure that clothes don't catch on fire and whatnot.
3. I should be able to save more money. Since it's cold, I won't be outside as much. (which should also mean more blog posts). Therefore, when big occasions occur, I shouldn't have a problem jumping in.
4. I'm going to moan and bitch about how cold it is outside.

Between the many drafts stored online in my blog homepage and things that I have written in my marble composition notebooks, I have plenty of material to put up here.

Here's a list of blog titles that you just might see come up on here:

• Hip Hop Needs a Revolution (working title)
• Retro Review: SmackDown! Here Comes the Pain
• Retro Review: Need for Speed Most Wanted
• Retro Review: Tony Hawk Pro Skater 4
• Retro Review: Virtua Fighter 4 Evolution
• NaNoWriMo is Coming Soon!
• Thoughts on the current Competitive Fighting Scene (working title)
• The Adventures of Mark Wins 6 (I think it's six): A Return to Philly Starring Sally Mae (this could show up today depending on how fast I clean my room)
• Lost Adventures of Mark Wins 1: Making an Impact
• Lost Adventures of Mark Wins 2: How to Win in Atlantic City
• Lost Adventures of Mark Wins 3: Celebrity Subspace
• Why A Perfect World Can't Exist (or can it?)
• When Gaming was an Adventure... (working title)
• Dear Jenna Marbles
• Give Yourself an Hour
• Humans and Evolution

That's sixteen posts. And that's not even stuff that I may come up with on a whim. Nice.

Well, I'm about to be off this for a moment. Gonna eat, clean my room, and tell you about my fantastic time in Philly with my good ol' comrade Sally.

Edit: Why FaceBook Doesn't Have a Dislike Button

That makes 17.