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a song. a thought.
a woman. a love.
all remains within me.
all remains in my heart.
and it's the pain of the past,
plus the uncertainty
that the future holds
that holds me back.
but these are bad excuses.
and I keep them coming.
a complete fear of a step
from my simple couch.
I desire much more,
but I settle for much less.
I believe now is the time
to grow up.

let the sun set on hate
let the sun rise on love
allow morning to wash away
yesterday's pain.
let the sun bring you warmth
let the clouds dot your dreams
and let not a single person
rain on your favorite parade.